now i’m lost in this hole and i’m sure i am stuck
and i can’t run away ‘cause i’m lazy as fuck.
so i sit on the floor as i gather my thoughts
and they’re full of broken promises that only piss me off.
well i lost control when i was only a boy,
the world taught me angst when i deserved joy.
now i’m breaking down as i struggle to breathe,
‘cause i believe in a god who won’t believe in me.